I've been with the company for just over 7 years and I've been on my current job for just over 3 and what sort of thanks do I get? I get demoted! That's what I get! I don't know if anyone remembers a few weeks ago I posted on here about anxiety and depression, well that was because of my personal experiences at the time. I had a little melt down at work and it's been just downhill from there.
Deep down I am a bit relieved because I am starting to hate my job, but then I am losing around $4000.00 a year in extra wages. So the budget is going to suffer and I'm going to have to think of other ways of making money. Here are my current options:
- Get another job;
- Step up the affiliate promotions;
- Start writing freelance - like I've always wanted;
- Start working on that book I've always dreamed about and fiddled with a few times; or
- Just put up and shut up and end up a 75 year old public servant.
To be honest I like option 3 the best. I've often thought about pursuing my writing, but I've never had the confidence to start anything. I've now been spending so much time on here writing that I might as well start writing and seeing if anyone is interested in actually paying me for my work. At least I still have my full-time work so it's not like I have to do it, but if it works out then it's a bonus.
I feel like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde right now. My brain is having a fight with itself - I can do it, but you're not good enough...you know the drill!
I need to talk to my poet friend - she is awesome and she thinks I'm awesome and I love her for it. She has too much faith in me, whereas I have none.
Any ideas?
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